Got my O levels result. Not too satisfying, not too disappointing. I'm thankful for the fact that I get to go where I want to, so thank you to all the teachers who helped me through these years and to my friends who constantly push me forward (really though?).

Also, thank you to the people who were there for me when I was down and shit last year because honestly without you people I wouldn't feel better so I want to say that I appreciate you guys. Even though I don't even talk to some of you anymore I just want to say thank you for ever being a part of my life, thanks for the memories.

I hope I will use 2013 right and not fuck it up like how I did back in 2012. I will start appreciating myself and the people around me, start appreciating the people who care about me, and start working hard. Watch me, I promise, no more frowns this year. No more relationship bullshit, no more heartbreak bullshit. I will fulfill the bet of staying single for five years because honestly, I don't think I'm ready for anything. I just want to make things right for myself before I'm ready to commit myself to another person. And to be honest, I really hope for my next relationship to be my last, no more "falling in love with the wrong person" bullshit. And I believe I can do this.