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more falling.


Decisions.
Tuesday 5 February 2013, 02:11


In life, it doesn't matter if you're nice, or mean to a person. You don't get anything in return. (okay maybe karma if you're mean but that's not the point) It all comes down to you. Your decision. Are you willing to be nice to people, to be there for them, yet expecting nothing in return? When you're upset you don't have anyone to rely on, yet you provide people with strength and courage to be happy? Will you be ready when they leave you, after all the things you've done for them? To be honest, I expected none of these. Sworn to be there for each other, no matter the ups and downs. Sworn to rely on each other, when the world has forsaken us. Love is more important than friendship to one, yet friendship means the world to the other. Views and beliefs clashed, one left, the other lost. "I'll be there for you when you need me" "I'm always there", words I will always remember even though you're long gone. Life goes on, I'll meet new friends, we'll talk about the ones we lost, I'll mention you. Maybe you'll do the same, maybe not, and maybe you have already forgotten about me? Goodbye friend, I wish you all the best in life.

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When you thought you've forgotten everything, when you thought you've moved on, something happens and it all comes back to you. The hidden truth, one that might have changed your life if you knew earlier. If you would've tried harder. It's over, it's gone, I know. One moved on, the other stuck in the past. Hoping for everything to be like how it used to, hoping for the other to believe in them, that it wouldn't happen. That it'd be alright. Life goes on, I'll meet someone new, maybe he'll remind me of you, who knows? Maybe I'll forget about you, like how you did about me, who knows? Time will heal all, I said that a few months ago. A few months later, it still hurts like how it did. I wish you happiness, but how I wish I could say that to myself.